bright lights, big city
bright lights, big city

Hello all of you
It’s been a long time since I’ve been on here and for that I apologize, I feel the time is right now where I can be open enough to explain why I haven’t been on here in the past few months as it defines me and there’s simply no point in hiding away from it any more.
Essentially last year I was diagnosed with anorexia, for several months I was visiting an outpatient centre and I tried to recover multiple times within that treatment programme however repeatedly failed to progress. By April of this year the team which I had been seeing made the decision that they had done all they could and my weight was such that it was necessary to refer me to an inpatient hospital where I was immediately admitted with a bmi of 13 and heart complications.
I don’t expect anything from any of you, nor do I seek sympathy or attention I just felt I should be honest about the whole situation because ignoring it has got me nowhere. Anyway I’m doing okay - heading towards a brighter path. I’m still in the inpatient hospital and have been here 2 months now which is why I haven’t been online but I’m hoping discharge is on the cards soon and I’ll get this blog back on track when I’m out but until then forgive me for how neglected it will continue to be.
I hope you’re all well xxxx
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Picking Blueberries on the Northshore (by Morris Brum)
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february 8 (by Pilvi H.)
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